Hi D. Sorry to hear that.
"être the cow" by Sean Kenniff is the best choice for you right now. Its brilliant.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wF958F0rM4c
best wishes, Natalie

etre the cow is the name, above seems hierogryphical...

The Brazen Careerist - by Penelope Trunk. Also she has a web site, too. She is unconventional but she is also very smart.

Even though it sounds hokey, surround yourself with positive people who support you emotionally, listen to positive motivational CDs (lean on the words that built you up, not your fears that tear you down), do your research on what you really want to do with your time/life. Now, even though it feels like you are walking a tightrope, its a perfect time to take stock, reconsider who you are, what want to do ....

You are not alone. Lots of good material online and great books. Check the lists on this site, too.

"The Life of Pi" by Yann Martel. Wonderful adventure story of survival and faith. The author said he wrote it at a time when he was needing direction in his life. Good luck to you!